11/28/20 – Everything Is Just A Mess!

You came to my room at 6am, snuggled up next to me, rubbed my face, said “Mama, I love you so much” and fell back to sleep until 10am! I don’t think you have EVER slept in that late! You played with your Rudolf toys and the Polar Express train. Daddy put the lights on the tree while we played. I’ve never been much of a homebody, but your love for home days is really starting to wear off on me! I love being home with you and especially at the holidays…it’s so special!

We made pizza on the Green Egg for dinner and you ate half of mine! After dinner, we decided to take Harry for a walk. I told you to get your shoes & you said “I need to put my hair up and get my Elsa braid…everything is just a mess!” I was cracking up laughing. You wanted to take your bike. You told me “be careful going into the garage because I don’t want you to get hurt.”

When we got home, we decorated the tree. You told me at least 15 times how much you love decorating the tree. Me too sweet girl. Although I love everything I get to do with you. It’s nostalgic as I have flashbacks of my own childhood and decorating the tree with my Dad, at the same time as I am consciously present to making these life long memories with you. We had fun and the tree was beautiful. Believe it or not, I broke 3 or 4 ornaments and you broke none!!!! It was 9:30p so we raced to the bathroom, then read Polar Express. After we read, we snuggled and you were out in 2 minutes. I love you so much!