After going to bed pretty late, I was startled when I woke up and heard you screaming and crying at 12:40a. When I went in your room you had vomited a large amount in bed and you were so upset. I cleaned you up and brought you to my bed. You vomited every 1-2 hours until about 7am then just two more times the rest of the day. I stayed home from work and had two webinars to teach. You were laying on me on the couch and just looked so pathetic and exhausted. I held your little body until you finally stopped vomiting. I put on a movie for you to watch and I explained to you I would need to go upstairs to do my webinar. You said ok. I kissed you and went upstairs. You yelled up the stairs “hey Mommy…. do a good job ok!?!” Then about half way in you came upstairs and got in the screen. You poor thing you were naked as a jay bird but just didn’t care. You just wanted me. I was wrapping up and came over to sit with you on the chairs. I rubbed your forehead and gently scratched your scalp. You were out in no time and you pretty much slept on me through my next webinar. I didn’t get much sleep either last night and I think I nodded off for a few minutes while holding you. When you woke up and realized I wasn’t up there you got really upset, crying and asking me to come upstairs and carry you down. I muted the webinar (thank goodness Marina was talking at that point) to shout that I am teaching and I can’t come up now. You cried and said “but Mama, I need help!” So of course I ran up and brought you down. You sat on my lap, rested your head on my shoulder and everyone on the webinar said hi to you! When I finished, we laid together again. Ms. Sandy came later because I had to sign one quick client. She sent me a sweet photo and said you asked her to snuggle in your chair, which she hasn’t had the opportunity to do in so many months. I texted her on my way home and she also wasn’t able to get you to try to eat anything. I asked if you might want popsicles and you perked right up so I stopped and got some on the way home. We snuggled and watched a movie in my bed. I hope the worst is behind you and that you feel so much better tomorrow.
I love you so much!
